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Thinking

December 11, 2023
Last used Dec. 11/23

I’m thinking, thinking
Things to do 
Things I’ve done
And
Those accomplished
By me 
For 
You. 

Some weren’t very big
Had no idea was to do
Then
There were others
Huge
On the scale of all things
Remembered 
Lasting into the next millennia
Next spring. 

I’m thinking, thinking 
I really don’t have to do
Anything
Cause things happen
I’m thinking
Things happen
No matter
What I think I should do.  
~ Patrice  

@Patrice Clarkson – 2023

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Long, Cold Lonely Night

November 29, 2023
Long Cold Lonely Night ~ Photo by Patrice

No one holds me close
No one
Holds me tight.

Instead I lay
Alone
Throughout
The long, cold lonely night. 

Will there be someone?

Will they love me tender
Hold me close
Hold
Me tight?

I can dream 
But
Will it ever be
On
This long, cold lonely night? 
~ Patrice 

@Patrice Clarkson – 2023

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No Matter

November 23, 2023
No Matter ~ Photo by Patrice

No matter the place
No matter
Where I’ve been
The world remains round
It comes round, around again.

Have I been here before?

Will I come back again? 

Questions
Answers only answered
As they come round
Around
Once again.  
~ Patrice 

@Patrice Clarkson – 2023

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Let Me Not

November 20, 2023
Let Me Not ~ Photo by Patrice

Let me not hold you close
Let my eyes not see
The beauty in your sweet being
Let me be all alone
Not near
Or
A part of anything.

Then I’ll know
How much I have
Then
I’ll be oh so glad
You’re in my life
I have a life
That’s perfect and mine to live
To have.  
~ Patrice 

@Patrice Clarkson – 2023

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Show Me

November 13, 2023
Show Me ~ Photo by Patrice

Show me
When 
I must be sad, lonely
Not happy

Tell me if I’ve made
A mistake 
Took for granted a kind gesture
A sweet refrain

For
If I have
If I’ve been callous, miserable 
unforgiving

Then let me know
Let me see
A better way

And
Be a happy, giving 
Carefree person
Who loves with no mistakes. 
~ Patrice 

@Patrice Clarkson – 2023

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I Haven’t Seen You

October 30, 2023
I Haven't Seen You - Photo by Patrice

You know I haven’t seen
You nearby me
Haven’t heard your voice
Say a single thing
Don’t know where
You’ve gone
Or
Where you could have been

For my mind remembers
The sweetest things
But
That’s all they are now
Is
Memories
Just memories

Could it be
I can’t find you
Can’t find you no matter
Where I look 
Cause you too 
Are nothing more 
Than
A memory

A memory
My mind has
Put 
Away for safe-keeping 
To later embrace
And
Have a look? 
~ Patrice  

@Patrice Clarkson – 2023

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I Know

October 19, 2023
I Know ~ Watercolour by Patrice

I know
You’re not here with me

I know
You’ve been called away
To take care of someone
Who needs you
More
More than me

I know
You will be back
You’ll be here
Once more with me
When I need you
Need you
Desperately.  
~ Patrice 

@Patrice Clarkson – 2023

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The World Is Round

October 6, 2023

Patrice Clarkson’s Blog

Wood Smiles and Sad ~ Photo by Patrice

I have found 
The world is round 
What is done comes back 
Comes back around 
So don’t make it bad 
Don’t make anyone sad 
Cause back 
It comes back around. 

Make it happy 
Carefree, filled with joy 
Then when it comes back 
Comes back around 
Your soul will know 
Truly 
The world is round. 
~ Patrice  

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Holding On, Holding Tight

September 28, 2023
Holding On, Holding Tight ~ Photo by Patrice

Holding on, holding tight
Throughout the dark, scary night
No remorse, no justifying
Just being there
Feeling feelings of despair
Knowing in my heart
I will survive.

In the morning once again
Come alive
Live the day in happiness
Breathe breath of gladness
Preparing for the night
Gathering round
Holding on, holding tight

This is 
Has become my life.  
~ Patrice 

@Patrice Clarkson – 2023

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Nobody Does

September 26, 2023
Nobody Does ~ Watercolour by Patrice

Nobody does nor do they see
The hurt, anger seething inside of me.

Can’t keep it in, can’t let it out
Fighting, wrestling my emotions about.

Will something happened
To change all this?

Will I find happiness, joy, and bliss?

Nobody knows nor do they see
This anger, hurt seething inside of me,
~ Patrice 

@Patrice Clarkson – 2023