Archive for the ‘My Musings’ Category

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Tired, Feeling Stressed

January 9, 2024
Tired, Feeling Stressed ~ Photo by Patrice

Tired
Feeling stressed
Will the pleasantries
Ever come back
Be expressed? 

Questions asked
Thoughts
Conveyed

Still
I stand here
With
Quietness, calmness
They seem to evade. 
~ Patrice  

@Patrice Clarkson – 2024

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The Life I Live

January 4, 2024
The Life I Live ~ Photo by Patrice

Don’t know what
Will become
Of
The life I live. 

Will I succumb
To
The world around me
Accept 
At all that it offers
All that I need?

I don’t know
What’s to be
But
I do know I can make it
Wonderful, great, most of all
Happy.  
~ Patrice  

@Patrice Clarkson – 2024

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In This Day

January 3, 2024
In This Day ~ Photo by Patrice

In this day of my life
I see the love 
Sweetness, heartache
And
Strife too. 

I also see 
Wonders that bloom
Bring life
To my world. 

I’m surrounded by things
I don’t understand
But
Keep me safe thru this day
I was born to.  
~ Patrice  

Patrice, Clarkson – 2024

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Closely, Slowly I Come To You

December 21, 2023
Closely, Slowly I Come To You ~ illustration by Patrice

Closely, slowly
I come to you
I feel your breath 
Breathing
Breathing on me
All around
you. 

I see your eyes looking
Past me
Looking to a future
With
Or
Without me? 

I can’t answer
This question
For
You. 

I can only answer
I want 
Need
To spend
The rest of my life
In this world
With you. 
~ Patrice  

@Patrice Clarkson – 2023

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Thinking

December 11, 2023
Last used Dec. 11/23

I’m thinking, thinking
Things to do 
Things I’ve done
And
Those accomplished
By me 
For 
You. 

Some weren’t very big
Had no idea was to do
Then
There were others
Huge
On the scale of all things
Remembered 
Lasting into the next millennia
Next spring. 

I’m thinking, thinking 
I really don’t have to do
Anything
Cause things happen
I’m thinking
Things happen
No matter
What I think I should do.  
~ Patrice  

@Patrice Clarkson – 2023

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Long, Cold Lonely Night

November 29, 2023
Long Cold Lonely Night ~ Photo by Patrice

No one holds me close
No one
Holds me tight.

Instead I lay
Alone
Throughout
The long, cold lonely night. 

Will there be someone?

Will they love me tender
Hold me close
Hold
Me tight?

I can dream 
But
Will it ever be
On
This long, cold lonely night? 
~ Patrice 

@Patrice Clarkson – 2023

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No Matter

November 23, 2023
No Matter ~ Photo by Patrice

No matter the place
No matter
Where I’ve been
The world remains round
It comes round, around again.

Have I been here before?

Will I come back again? 

Questions
Answers only answered
As they come round
Around
Once again.  
~ Patrice 

@Patrice Clarkson – 2023

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Let Me Not

November 20, 2023
Let Me Not ~ Photo by Patrice

Let me not hold you close
Let my eyes not see
The beauty in your sweet being
Let me be all alone
Not near
Or
A part of anything.

Then I’ll know
How much I have
Then
I’ll be oh so glad
You’re in my life
I have a life
That’s perfect and mine to live
To have.  
~ Patrice 

@Patrice Clarkson – 2023

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Show Me

November 13, 2023
Show Me ~ Photo by Patrice

Show me
When 
I must be sad, lonely
Not happy

Tell me if I’ve made
A mistake 
Took for granted a kind gesture
A sweet refrain

For
If I have
If I’ve been callous, miserable 
unforgiving

Then let me know
Let me see
A better way

And
Be a happy, giving 
Carefree person
Who loves with no mistakes. 
~ Patrice 

@Patrice Clarkson – 2023

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I Haven’t Seen You

October 30, 2023
I Haven't Seen You - Photo by Patrice

You know I haven’t seen
You nearby me
Haven’t heard your voice
Say a single thing
Don’t know where
You’ve gone
Or
Where you could have been

For my mind remembers
The sweetest things
But
That’s all they are now
Is
Memories
Just memories

Could it be
I can’t find you
Can’t find you no matter
Where I look 
Cause you too 
Are nothing more 
Than
A memory

A memory
My mind has
Put 
Away for safe-keeping 
To later embrace
And
Have a look? 
~ Patrice  

@Patrice Clarkson – 2023