Archive for the ‘My Musings’ Category

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I Know

October 19, 2023
I Know ~ Watercolour by Patrice

I know
You’re not here with me

I know
You’ve been called away
To take care of someone
Who needs you
More
More than me

I know
You will be back
You’ll be here
Once more with me
When I need you
Need you
Desperately.  
~ Patrice 

@Patrice Clarkson – 2023

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The World Is Round

October 6, 2023

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Wood Smiles and Sad ~ Photo by Patrice

I have found 
The world is round 
What is done comes back 
Comes back around 
So don’t make it bad 
Don’t make anyone sad 
Cause back 
It comes back around. 

Make it happy 
Carefree, filled with joy 
Then when it comes back 
Comes back around 
Your soul will know 
Truly 
The world is round. 
~ Patrice  

© Patrice Clarkson – 2019

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Holding On, Holding Tight

September 28, 2023
Holding On, Holding Tight ~ Photo by Patrice

Holding on, holding tight
Throughout the dark, scary night
No remorse, no justifying
Just being there
Feeling feelings of despair
Knowing in my heart
I will survive.

In the morning once again
Come alive
Live the day in happiness
Breathe breath of gladness
Preparing for the night
Gathering round
Holding on, holding tight

This is 
Has become my life.  
~ Patrice 

@Patrice Clarkson – 2023

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Nobody Does

September 26, 2023
Nobody Does ~ Watercolour by Patrice

Nobody does nor do they see
The hurt, anger seething inside of me.

Can’t keep it in, can’t let it out
Fighting, wrestling my emotions about.

Will something happened
To change all this?

Will I find happiness, joy, and bliss?

Nobody knows nor do they see
This anger, hurt seething inside of me,
~ Patrice 

@Patrice Clarkson – 2023

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I Need

September 20, 2023
I Need ~ Photo by Patrice

No one knows
How much I need 

They don’t see
My insecurity, my vulnerability 

I keep it secret
I keep it close to me 

For to expose it
Would only put me more 
More in need. 
~ Patrice  

@Patrice Clarkson – 2023

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9/11 Angels

September 8, 2023

 

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A lone firefighter stands amid the rubble, September 2001
A solitary fire fighter stands amidst the rubble and smoke in New York City. Days after a Sep. 11 terrorist attack, fires still burn at the site of the World Trade Center. U.S. Navy Photo by Photographer’s Mate 2nd Class Jim Watson. (RELEASED)

9/11 will be seen 
As a time of horror 
Heartache 
And oh, such bravery 
When 9/11 angels were sent to heaven 
Too much hate 
No saving. 

Buildings will dissipate 
But lives lost or ruined 
Will be remembered 
Then, now and for decades 
The reason lost on most, everyone 
Not known why 
Most of all by those who died 
Really, not understood by anyone. 

Life should not be deemed cheap 
All life is sacred, revered 
That is my belief 
Say a prayer, pray for those 
Who lost their lives 
And those 
Who were the reason. 

For if we all can see 
We must live together 
Work together, love together 
In peace and tranquillity 
Then it will be ours forever 
It will forever 
Be. 
~ Patrice  

© Patrice Clarkson – 2019

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No Lie

September 6, 2023
No Lie ~ Illustration by Patrice

Nobody calls
No one  is here with me
That is what it is
No lie. 

Deep down inside
I feel the heartache subside
No tears, no cries
Only the smile on my face
Lies. 

To the world I’m okay
I feel loved
I feel treasured
But
I lie.  

Inside
Inside I know
Know it is
Is a lie.  
~ Patrice 

@Patrice Clarkson -2023

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Close By, Then Far Away

August 22, 2023
Close By, Then Far Away ~ Photos by Patrice

Close by 
Then far away
My thoughts travel
Travel  
Throughout the day.

I wonder
Will they be right?
Will they say the truth
Or
Will they lie?

Will they protect
The ones I love
Make them laugh  
Not
Make them cry? 

Questions I ask 
Thoughts I wonder 
Throughout the day 
Close by
Then far away. 
~ Patrice 

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@Patrice Clarkson – 2023

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We Know We Don’t Know

August 9, 2023
We Know, We Don't Know ~ Photo by Patrice

We know we don’t know
Know much of anything
We think we do
We’re sure
Absolutely sure we do. 

But
The truth is
It’s not much
At all. 

If we look to the skies
The ground beneath our feet
Do we know what’s there 
Where it lives, forms and dies? 

We don’t know
We really
Really don’t know
Don’t know
Much of anything. 

That’s what I think
I think
I don’t know.  
~ Patrice 

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@Patrice Clarkson – 2023

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Thinking Back

August 3, 2023
Thinking Back ~ Selfie

Thinking back 
Thinking of things
That
Could have
Changed my life
Way back
In the midst
Of
Everything.

Not sure
If changing would have been
Better
Or
Maybe worse. 

But then 
I’ll never know
For
 I didn’t do
Those changes
Those thinking of everything 
Things. 
~ Patrice 

@Patrice Clarkson – 2023